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I know not many people has the link to Si Min's blog, but recently i read an entry in it that stir up something in me. I do not have the permission to reproduce it here, i think all i can tell you is that it emphasizes on the point that how we live together as a community and not a sole being, hence reiterating on the point about how friends are very important to us. Labels: friendship, kinship
I always find it a pity why i do not feel this feeling as strong as how many of you out there feel, and i cannot comprehend Simin's words about what losing or having a friend is about. Do not misunderstand me, it does not mean that i do not treasure you, my friend. It is just me. Of course, i almost completely agreed with what Si Min was saying, yet Dear Friend, i'm sorry that i still do not pour enough into a friendship. I can't say whether "It is just me" is a good excuse, but i hope it could suffice for the time being.
For now, i believe, having my close-knitted family together with me keeps me going. It always surprises me how a simple sentence from my mum like "你大学真的要住宿舍啊?" makes me feel loved, and belonged. It surprises me too how i can tell my sisters everything that I sometimes find hard to let out in front of my close friends. We hold hands without feeling uncomfortable with each other ( i guess besides weiyingermei who isn't the touchy-feely kind). And i really laugh when i'm with them. I really cry when i'm with them. REALLY.
Writing becomes a way i handle my emotions, especially when i can't mouth these words.
finished rambling
4:16 AM <3