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one of the questions i have been asking myself since the start of the week.
it's less about the academic demands, more about the miscellaneous stuff that seems to be taking up quite a bit of my time. I suddenly find myself without the time to indulge in my occasional pleasures of numbing my senses before the tv set, reading a full CLEO mag at one go or even continue with the habit of sleeping at 10pm and waking up in the late drowsy afternoon the next day. I guess everyone finds themselves in this predicament, so i can comfort myself with the fact that I'm not alone.
Might be running for assistant pub sec in hall 9. The opportunity came knocking on my door, so i shall gladly take up this responsibility. Despite the similarities between the job scopes of an a pub sec and my previous appointment as photog chair, i cant help thinking whether the shoes are too big to fill. Maybe it was the way how Junfeng was being so serious about it, or maybe it's because of the fear of disappointments in endeavours i always wanted to pursue, like previously in photog. Gosh, im usually not a worrier, yet now i can go on and on rambling about my insecurities. But, im still optimistic about this challenge, i think it would be quite a fulfilling one.
Besides this, i have an interview with SPH in the early afternoon this Sat for the student reporter thingy, an e-invitation to the introductory session for YPAP which im still undecided on whether i should/should not go, plus i still have to find time for "fun" stuff like dinner and dance tonight, 9-5 next week, welfare services club welcome tea party and SCI's The Thomas Crown Affair. Attention: Overload!!!!
After 6-7 months of "having all the time in the world", now im back to juggling schoolwork and responsibilities. I used to always love this feeling of accomplishing alot in a short period of time, yet having to start this over again now makes me feel a bit apprehensive about my decisions. I have to get my old self back before i start embarking on this journey of unknown.
Relak ah, im not depressed or anything, just a bit worried. :)
BTW, im totally enjoying my HA304. im finally doing something about public admin. Gosh, im such a nerd. BLAARDY HELL.
finished rambling
7:22 PM <3