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rambling nerd


moon loves to flip pages, she watches the nerd box with enthusiasm, occasionally switches to the giant screen. Normally listens to nothing at all. Loves talking. on and on and on. blogs about almost everything and anything. sometimes it might pain to read what she writes. IM A NERD, and a shopping NERD to make things worse.

what she digs

recent reads

Jostein Gaarder's Sophie's World
recent movies

Ludovic Berthillot, Chu Yinping and Louis Leterrier's Kungfu Dunk

Paul Thomas Anderson's There will be Blood
glued to the poison box
娱乐百分百
恶作剧二吻
我猜我猜我猜猜猜
Heroes
in the playlist
Zhang Zhen Yue-OK
Aska Yang-鸽子
Gary Cao-Super Sunshine
her plans

learn advanced malay
exchange programme!!!
Finish dA books
write better
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Marcius
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Shixiong
Shuhui
Siti
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Wei Han
Wei Ting Xiao Mei
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Welyon
Winnie
Zhan Ting
Zhe Hao
Zhi Wen
Zoe
Others
A Gonzo Journal
A writer's blog my life, my thoughts
Bingfeng Teahouse
Black Blood, White Lace
Cosiety
DanielV
Dawn Yang
Elva
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Fahrenheit
FriskoDude
I Like
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Jay
Jolin
Let's Get Fcuked
Malan
Mr Brown
My Play Pen
NickV
Patricia Mok
Rainie
S.H.E
Show
Simply Inconspicious
Singabloodypore
Terelle's Snippets
The Students' Sketchpad
Tim Gunn
Xiaxue
Young
伊能静
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Friday, February 16, 2007

Some after-thoughts after the read and some excerpts that were superb:

"People would have gone absolutely wild if the astronomers had discovered another living planet. They just don't let themselves be amazed by their own."

Yes, our existence alone is something we should be taken aback by.

"A joker is a little fool who is different from everyone else. He's not a club, diamond, heart, or spade. He's not an eight or a nine, a King or a Jack. He is an outsider. He is placed in the same pack as the other cards, but he doesn't belong there. Therefore, he can be removed without anyone missing him."

The primary reason why i've began collecting jokers. I interpret the joker as a thinker and one who does not belong to the colony because he asks questions and seeks clarifications about his existence.

"Our lives are part of an unique adventure. Most of us think the world is 'normal' and are constantly hunting for something abnormal-like angels or Martians. But that is just because we don't realise the world is a mystery."

"If our brain was simple enough for us to understand it, we would be so stupid we wouldn't be able to understand it after all"

This sentence is genius. Pure genius.

"If God really exists, then He's clever at playing Hide-and-Seek with his Creations. Maybe He was frightened when He saw what He'd created. So He ran away from everything. YOu know, it's not easy to tell who got the biggest fright;Adam or the Lord. I think such an act of creation terrifies both parties."

And i like this story told in the story the best:

"A Russian cosmonaut and a Russian brain surgeon were once discussing Christianity. The brain surgeon was Christian but the cosmonaut wasn't. 'I have been to outer space mny times' bragged the cosmonaut, 'but i have never seen any angels.' The brain surgeon stared in amazement, but then he said, 'And i have operated on many intelligent brains, but i have never seen single thought."

Clearly explains the fact that it doesn't mean that something you cannot see with your naked eye does not exist. We don't know too much and hence, we should not be complacent and think we know a lot. Because as Socrates said "One thing only i know and that is that i know nothing."

"A young child sits building sandcastles in a sandbox. It constantly builds something new, something which it treasures for only a moment before it knocks it all down again. In the same way Time has been given a plant to play with. This is where the history of the world is written, this is where the events are engraved-and smoothed over again. This is where life bubbles like in a witch's cauldron. One day we'll be modelled here, too-from the same brittle material as our ancestors. The wind of Time blows through us, carries us and is us-then drops us again. We are conjured up and tricked away. There is always something lying and brewing in anticipation of taking our place. Because we;re not standing on solid ground, we're not even standing on sand-we are sand.

You cannot hide from Time. You can hide from kings and emperors and possibly from God, but you can't hide from Time. Time follows our every move, because everything around us is immersed in this transient element.

Time doesn't pass, and Time doesn't tick. We are the ones who pass and our watches tick.Time eats its way through history as silently and relentlessly as the sun rises in the east and sets in the west. It topples great civilisationsm gnaws at ancient monuments, and wolfs down generation after generation. That's why we speak of the "ravages of time".Time chews and chomps-and we are theones between its jaws.

For a fleeting moment, we are part of a furious swarm. He run around on earth as though it was the most obvious thing of all. But everything will disappear. It will disappear and be replaced with new multitudes, because people are always standing in line. Snapes and masks come and go, and new ideas are always popping up. Themes are never repeated, and a composition never shows up twice...There is nothing as complicated and precious as a person-but we are treated like trash.

We skip around on earth like characters in a fairytale. We nod and smile at each other as to say, "Hi there, we're living at the same time, we're in the smae reality-or the same fairy tale..."Isn't that incredible? We're on a planet in the universe, but soon we'll be swept out of orbit again. Abracadabra-and we're gone.

If we had lived in another century, we would have shared our lives with different people. Today we can easily nod and smile and say hello to thousands of our contemporaries "Hi there! How strange we should be living at exactlly the same time" Or perhaps I bump into someone and open and door and shout:"Hi, soul!"

We're done, but we live this only once. We open our arms and declare that we exist, but then we are swept aside and thrust into the depths of history. Because we are disposable. We are part of an eternal masquerade where the masks come and go.

Thoughts don't flow. The philosophers in Athens believed that there was also something which didn't run. Plato called this the "world of ideas". The sandcastles isn't the most important thing. What is most important is the image of the sandcastle which the child has pictured befor it started to build. Why do you think the child knocks the castle down as soon as it is finished?

Have you ever wanted to draw or make something, but you just havent been able to get it right? YOu try over and over agian, without giving up. It is because the image you have in your head is always more complete than the representations you try to form with your hands. It's the same with everythinig we see around us. We think everything around could be better, and it's because all the images inside our heads have come from the world of ieas. That's where we really belong-not down here in the sandbox, where Time snaps at everything we love. There is another world and it was our soul before it lodged itself in a body and it will return there when the body succumbs to the ravages of time.

Our bodies have the same fate as the sandcastles in the sandbox, nothing can be done about it. But we do have something which Time doesn't gnaw through. That's because it doesn't really belong here. We need to look up from everything flowing around us and see what it is all a representation of."


The words in bold are an overall summary you can get from this long excerpt. And the main ideas i was attracted to. But it's better to read everything. I like the author's interpretation of time, it's something i can accept. Pick some ideas and maybe let me know in the tagboard about how you feel. That way, if this theory stands, a fourth dimension must exist.

"Every morning you have gone to work, but you have never been fully awake. Of course, you have seen the sun and the moon, the stars in the sky, and everything that moves, but you haven't really seen it at all. It is different for the Joker, because he was put into the world with a flaw:he sees too deeply and too much."

What a philosophical way to end an old year and start a fresh new year..

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Monday, January 22, 2007

mmm...enjoyin mummy's delicioous 花生汤 as i type this entry

today is a free day and a break for me after 3 days of activities. Normally, i wince at the thought of having to stay at home for one whole day, because i had several "whole days" last week and i totally feel as if i was rotting from the inside. :) Felt like a living dead, since i wasnt doin anything other than surfing online, watching tv or lying around. Hee, but with these 3 full days of activities, i feel like i deserve this break now. Sometimes, you have to earn your rest time...now i know why everyone is trying to find some work to occupy their time (although im still not plannin to start work any soon, maybe after the new year)

Saturday was gym+swimming day with YY. That was the day i was revived from the "living dead". I wanna move it move i wanna move it move it i wanna move it move it......im goin mad. Just let the pictures talk:

I've finally been to the new swimming pool...
Frankly, you cant call what i do in the swimmin pool swimming. Swimming is non-existent in my dictionary. Moon don't like no swimming, just like frolicking? in the water, hahahaha. But no fret if there's gonna be johore-flood-sizes floods in singapore, because moon knows how to thread water, and float like a lifeless body, all thanks to lai yoke yee. Please don't laugh, although i know it's rare to meet someone who's a complete idiot when im in the 1.8m pool. My body's not conditioned for swimming, i think it's hereditary because neither my dad nor mum knows the water. I'd prefer to stay on land, i'd always thought mankind were land mammals. There's no reason for us to behave like toads, frogs, tortoises, and ......i don't know. I'm 强词夺理ing.


99cents sushi. cheap cheap only. YY and me have been contemplatin settin our foot in nihon mura, this jap restaurant under suki sushi that's outside the swimming pool. As introduced by some channel 8 programme hosted by my fave patmok!! Same leh, there was also the ice cream sticks ordering system...


tako yaki and octopus! and we had delicious fried tofu too. Me like cheap jap food.


strawberry oreo icecream was heavenly. I would come back for this. Highly recommended, unless you don't like strawberry, oreo biscuits, strawberry waffles or nuts in the ice cream. Finger-slappin good.


the chopstick box which looked like a coffin in this pic. The reason why this is featured is because i was a total idiot when i was going 怎么开?怎么开? and the waiter had to open this for me. Honestly, that's because i only know how to handle much more sophisticated gadgets, hee.

Then on Sunday, SM Painting Company knocked on the door, for a 50 dollar paint job:

Meet the Mad and Lock-cok painter. Anyway, it was my first try at painting walls, fun and backbeaking (something like planting rice hor SSM?) now i have brand new walls. We were quite unprofessional, because we were chattin and playin around on the job. Like this:

and this....

the voodoo doll we promised weitingxiaomei



大功告成!!!
from left: moon, weiyingermei, ssm

Yesterday, met up with yuan for Pan's Labyrinth, been almost 2 months since we last met so we had loads to catch up on. Talked alot, and witnessed her jumbo appetite. Had malay nasi, taiwan 鸡排,and more i think. And thanks for the ride on 65 even though it wasn't on the way, hohoho...

However, we did have different views regarding the movie. She felt that it was less fairytale and more violence and reality, and that the front part didn't linked. But somehow, i like it for being different. It's only once in a while you catch a movie like this that weaves the tale as it intersects between reality and fantasy so magically, yup, just like a labyrinth. The background of the story was set rather accurately, in the fascist regime look-alike, as it tells a tale of escapism, that fantasy and daydreaming is fundamental to living in a world like this. Nice. I liked the almost open-ended ending, since it's up to us to decide whether Ofelia's "dream" was a dream and fantasy, or was it reality? Great movie to start the year with.

Anyway, after the entry on cheenah weiting xiao mei, the 8 days issue of " better to be a real cheenah than a faux angmoh" came out. Apt article to indicate that it's OUR ERA. Like what it says in the article, "You want people to show you the chua jee? Then you've got to speak huayu." Yeah, huayu cool 万岁!Down with the kentangs, beware marcius goh (hahahaha)

Im ending with a call for all jokers...:) Planning to start collecting joker cards, so everyone if you have any jokers that's different from the ones i already have, please donate. Leave a note on the tagboard and i'll get back to you. Thank you.

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